Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Big City Dreams

I basically just had the best weekend of summer 2010. I left Friday morning to head to Chi-town for the weekend. As much as the train ride & long walk downtown sucks, I didn't care. It gave me time to think, take a nap, and relax. Once I got home, my best friend picked me up & we went to visit our old high school. I picked up my yearbook & saw one of my favorite people ever. I chilled around & went to Ihop with him and another friend of mine and had a hilarious time. We hit up the mall after and I stayed the night at my best friends after hitting the hookah bar. It's been awhile since we've done that. Saturday, we went to the mall for awhile and chilled and that night, I went to dinner with my dad & his fiance. It was pretty rad to catch up with them again. I stayed the night at her house again because we needed to go to Six Flags to see the one and only, Never Shout Never & The Ready Set perform! We left around 730, drove an hour, then got our VIP wristbands. We spent the day riding rides ( I think we rode the Batman ride 4 or 5 times ) and walking around, having a blast. When 4 o'clock came around, we headed over to the ampitheatre. Once the VIP was all in, general admission was let in. There was a huge dance party in the VIP the whole time we were there. The bands were AMAZING. I cried when Christofer Drew played "What is Love?" because I went through divorce, as well. It was the best concert I've ever been to.

So, it's time to let go of everything and just write. Music has always been a huge influence on my life, from the time I was born to now. But now, music means a little bit more to me, especially since Christofer Drew's music came into my life. Although he MAY be selling out a bit, I just became a huge fan of his jams. He knows how to relate to people & his music has real EMOTION behind it, unlike a lot of pop musicians. His music has made me change my outlook on life, the earth, and other people. He's a modern day hippie & I must say that I am the same way again. I want to spread peace & I want to make a difference in people's lives. I'm ready to move on and enjoy life. It's time to let the stupid shit go and truly live my life the way I want to. I want to meet someone to share my life, time, mind, and heart with, not someone who plays like they care and just punches the hell out of my heart while wearing brass knuckles. It's the worst feeling in the world, but I'm moving on. I'm ready to be happy again. I'm ready.